Leonard Cohen’s New “Old Ideas”

The bard’s “Show Me the Place” song on his new album titled Old Ideas lent an ethereal air to a prosaic errand this morning. The hound I brought home over ten years ago, starving, cut up, and covered in ticks is aging fast, and we’re trying to keep him comfortable. But about a week ago, he sported a sizable mass on his neck and started walking even more awkwardly (3 mincing steps with his forelegs for every two lanky ones with his hind). I’m not keen on putting animals through terror and pain for some hoped-for cure or help long down the road, but there’s a chance we can do some minor things to ease the pup’s way now. So, I dropped him first thing this morn at the vet for tests. Then as I wound my way home in the dull gray of a day promising rain, our local 91.9, WNRN, played this new song.

What a poet, Leonard Cohen. “Show me the place where you want your slave to go… Show me the place for my head is bending low… Show me the place, help me roll away the stone. I can’t move this thing alone… Show me the place where the word became a man. Show me the place where the suffering began. The troubles came, I saved what I could save… But there were chains, so I hastened to the hay… ”

It struck me again, the shockingly paradoxical nature of Christmas: God as a baby. Think about it, the single most defining characteristic of a baby — helpless. One cannot but help a baby, protect it, and yes serve it. Christianity makes much of Jesus’s coming as a servant to all, Jesus’s suffering for the world… But Christmas! Christmas turns that on its head. It makes of us the ones protecting, the ones serving, the keepers from harm. In the process, though (paradox on paradox), it rights itself again. For in the serving we are served. I don’t know how our sweet dog will do, and yet this song with its questions and longing answers something.

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Off the Map, the Movie

This post has nothing to do with Christmas. Just wanted to give you that “heads-up.” Years ago, I remember being blown away by a movie I’d never heard of. I can’t even remember now how I came across it. Best guess: the amazing folks at Video Fan in Richmond. Such a cool place, and the people there are all of what you hear championed about indie bookstores — staff who know their stuff and help you find what you love but would never otherwise know where to look.

Anyhoo, I watched it again last week. And again, blown away. Off the Map is brilliant: funny, heartwarming (ugh, too schmaltzy a word), thought-provoking, poetic, surprising, beautiful, and did I say funny? (nevermind that I cry, quietly!, through a lot of it). I’m not usually one for picking favorites and always get a little sweaty-palmed when queried for such — favorite book, favorite band, favorite planet… you know. But this, I’m actually ready to say that it may be my favorite. Joan Ackermann, I don’t know you, but I love you. You wrote an amazing story. And Campbell Scott, cast and crew — wow — way to tell it. As for the rest of you, treat yourself sometime to quite possibly my favorite movie ever.

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Light in Winter

Are we all still such children or even animals at heart that we so love the light? For those of us in the northern hemisphere, and especially those in the northernmost reaches of the northern hemisphere, the winter solstice is cause for celebration. As a kid growing up in Duluth, Minnesota, I remember in the last days before Christmas break slipping into my school clothes in a morning darkness, eating breakfast in the dark, and walking to school while it was still dark. When it was time to walk home again, the sky had already turned to dusk. Then one morning, my mom would greet me with delight, “The days are getting longer now!” Her joy was as striking as the news itself.

The beginning of Hanukkah and the winter solstice correspond this year, sharing December 21st as a turning-point. (Hannukah begins on the eve of Dec. 20, and winter begins first thing on Dec. 22… and I’m not sure why this didn’t post on the 20th, as it was supposed to do…). Hanukkah, which the first century Jewish historian called the “festival of lights,” recalls that moment in Jewish history about 150 years before the common era when a Hellenizing monarch took control of the Jerusalem temple and so desecrated it that the he incited full-scale revolt. The Jews were successful in regaining control of the temple, which they rededicated to God (hence “Hanukkah,” which means “dedication”). There was only enough oil in the lighting lamp for one day, but miraculously it lasted for the eight necessary to make new oil for that purpose. At Christmas, too, we celebrate with light — twinkling and still, strung around trees, on stair railings, and the fiery peaks of candle tops.

We seldom experience full darkness anymore. Nevertheless, the light of these holidays, the knowledge that the sun will come round and lengthen our days again is cause for delight. Why not be a kid and greet it with wide-open joy? Why not let the animal of yourself revel in the warmth of light in the darkest night? Embrace the darkness, and let the magic of light do its work.

Peter Mayer sings in “The Longest Night”:

Light a candle, sing a song
Say that the shadows shall not cross
Make an oblation out of all you’ve lost
In the longest night

Gather friends and cast your hopes
Into the fire as it snows
And stare at God through the dark windows
Of the longest night
Of the year

CHORUS:
A night that seems like a lifetime
If you’re waiting for the sun
So why not sing to the nighttime
And the burning stars up above?

Come with drums, bells and horns
Or come in silence, come forlorn
Come like a miner to the door
Of the longest night

For deep in the stillness, deep in the cold
Deep in the darkness, a miner knows
That there is a diamond in the soul
Of the longest night
Of the year

CHORUS:

Maybe peace hides in a storm
Maybe winter’s heart is warm
And maybe light itself is born
In the longest night
In the longest night
Of the year

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Holiday Bible Surprises

Some things one might expect to find in the Bible aren’t there at all; while sometimes what we do find is downright surprising. Take Hanukkah, for instance — not there! Ironically, not in the Jewish bible, but it is in the Orthodox Christian bible (in part — 1 Maccabees, if you’re looking). Meanwhile, the Christian Christmas stories don’t all jibe, and they include some surprises of their own.

I had a great time yesterday sharing thoughts on the Bible, Babylon, Bible Babel, and babbling about the Bible with people at the Virginia Foundation for the Humanities’ lunchtime talk series. (If you don’t catch it on our local public television this week, I’ll post a link to the video later.) One of the things that occurred to me as I was preparing that talk was the Bible’s capacity to surprise.

In the spirit of the holidays, I noted this fact about Hanukkah — how it’s not in the Bible – and also recalled the story of victory and miraculous light that lies at its heart. And I reexamined the beginnings of each of the four gospels. So different! My favorite, about which I said next to nothing, is Luke’s story, partly I suppose because my dad would read it aloud each Christmas eve. After stuffing ourselves with traditional Swedish fare (to include much more than lutefisk, though it did include that, if you must know), and then singing carols, and before getting started on the gifts, we sat in the stillness of that story. Imagine my surprise (and disappointment) when I went looking for that story, assuming that it was in every gospel, but could find it only in that one.

On the other hand, each of the the other three proffers its own surprising gifts, there for the unwrapping. For example, have you seen how Matthew begins with a geneaology that goes back through male members of (er) Joseph’s line all the way to Abraham yet includes four women? and each of those four women is not only a foreigner but has a questionable sexual history? And so it is that both the greatest Israelite king, the “man after [God's] own heart” (David), and this new “anointed one,” the messiah Jesus couldn’t have been at all without the life and blood of wildly imperfect women.

Hmmm, just something to think about…

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Tech Stress

I love technology… when it helps me. I do not love tech for tech’s sake. So when things go wrong, I get really stressed out. I have a new computer, the old was running slower and slower and was awfully heavy to tote. But switching to the new required hours and hours under Best Buy’s fluorescent lights hostage to the people I’d paid to make the transfer of data. It was agonizing and turned out to be impossible for them to handle precisely the things that I knew I’d have trouble managing. So it was a bust of a lot of time. I like my new computer (faster, lighter), but it turns out that there’s some internal glitch with its wi-fi features. Occasionally I simply cannot get online. The time one spends trouble-shooting these things can end up being a lot more of a work day than work itself; and that makes me a little batty. But what’s to do? One’s hands are tied…

There’s a surreal nature to it all. The things that are supposed to make life’s work easier and smoother (and DO, more often than not!) can suddenly pose the most exasperating problems, hijacking the very work they’re supposed to aid. It all feels particularly bizarre to me these days, as I’ve returned to a brief writing project — Christmas meditations from a problematic Christian — that draws from the deepest, most tender and shy parts of me, call it soul or heart or whatever. Going back and forth between tech stress and the mystical reality of an incarnate God is a teeter totter experience, complete with the catching-air bump that you got when your friend landed her side really hard against the ground. Finally, I guess this is just what it is — earthy life with its unpredictable challenges and distresses as the natural context for that which transports, elates, delights, and inspires. They’re all mixed up together. Now, if I could just get a handle on the tech stress.

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Jewish Perspective on the New Testament

The new Jewish Annotated New Testament is a welcome addition to the variety (cacophany?) of voices weighing in on Christian scripture these days. It is fresh, intelligent, and informed, actually a lot better informed than most of what’s out there. Published by Oxford University Press, it includes comments and insights from Jewish scholars, some of the New Testament. Now, I’m sure there are critics already blustering away about how a Jewish person couldn’t possibly understand Christian texts, but that’s nonsense. For one thing, specifically Christian biblical texts are just a small part of a long continuum of Jewish texts. Listening to the ways that people other than those within one’s religion read one’s sacred texts can be profoundly enriching. I’m grateful to editors Amy-Jill Levine (Vanderbilt University) and Marc Zvi Brettler (Brandeis), contributing writers, and Oxford UP for putting this resource at our disposal. And I’m eager to hear what thoughtful Christians make of it.

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Strategy of Gratitude

Maybe we could call it a grategy, though that lacks the melody of its sentiment. I had the rare opportunity yesterday to hear Gary Snyder, Pulitzer-prize winning poet, essayist, and sometime Buddhist with an environmental ethic seamlessly integrated into his daily practice. (He’s been living off the grid for decades, now, e.g.) He’s also got a great belly laugh and general merriment that leavens even his most sobering observations.

It was in San Francisco, at the annual meetings of the American Academy of Religion and Society of Biblical Literature (nearly 10,000 in attendance!). Mr. Snyder was this year’s recipient of the Religion and the Arts award.

Mr. Snyder recounted how even as a youngster he was convinced of the basic person-hood of four-leggeds and other non-human beings. He also hunted and fished with no sense of hypocrisy. How? Gratitude. Mr. Snyder said that he realized gratitude is the means whereby subsistence-living indigenous peoples negotiate the opposition between respect for other living creatures and the necessity of killing for survival. We who do not live in such a way seldom reckon with that challenge of reconciliation… we are also seldom grateful in such authentic and visceral ways. For food, for the bodily comforts of warmth, fresh water, and security in sleep; for friends, family, the liberty to express our ideas and the opportunity to pursue ideals and dreams, our gratitude is often spare and fleeting.

In this season of Thanksgiving, while I’m stranded in the San Francisco airport, my homecoming delayed another day, I am comforted by gratitude — that I have a home at all and, even better yet, that it is populated by warm beings whom I love. Good food, family near and far, friends in many places, music in my ears, and stories to fill the time. I have much to be grateful for. For gratitude itself, a subtle slippery thing that can wrangle disparate, discomfiting things into space-making harmony.

Happy Thanksgiving. May gratitude be busily among you making peace.

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Bathsheba’s Breast… Cancer

Cyrus’ daughter Atossa has captivated me for all sorts of reasons, not least: she may be the first woman to have had a mastectomy and survived. Whether she did or didn’t is a matter of some debate. Only a brief note by Herodotus informs us of her condition and treatment. The author of Bathsheba’s Breast, James Stuart Olson, thinks that Atossa feared but didn’t finally have breast cancer. Rembrandt’s mistress on the other hand… Olson tells that the painter used his mistress, Hendrickje Stoffels, as a model for Bathsheba and painted her with what a modern physician observed appears to be a cancerous breast. Indeed, Stoffels is said to have died after a long illness. We have come a long way since the times of the biblical Bathsheba (ca. 1000 BC), Atossa (ca. 500 BC), and Stoffel’s 17th century Holland. New treatments have lent remarkable levels of survival. But cancer in all its forms continues to be the most dread disease. Even in the face of diminishing resources, the brightest and most innovative minds continue to seek better treatments, even cures, for what Hippocrates (Dr. “Do No Harm”) named for the grasping-clawed crab. “Atossa’s War,” as Mukherjee calls it in his Pulitzer Prize winning Biography of Cancer isn’t over yet.

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Cyrus the Great Day

Our relationship with Iran has hardly been comfortable in the past decades, even before the latest bizarrities. Yet just when Americans were donning crazy costumes for weekend Halloween parties, and as surprising as was the snow in New York City, the calendar afforded a day for our countries to find common ground. My article in recognition of International Cyrus the Great Day, which appeared in the Huffington Post, found a second home (in both English and Farsi) on the website of the Iranian organization that first proposed October 29 for such a celebration. Savepasargard.com not only works to preserve the geographical site where Cyrus II established a serene palace with formal gardens (from which we get the word “paradise”) and where he was buried. In the spirit of that visionary leader, the organization also seeks to promote human rights and environmental responsibility. But it was Cyrus’ daughter, Atossa, who settled in to the Brooklyn pub booth with me and my friend, Donna, this weekend as we talked about Atossa’s story of 2500 years ago. More on that to come ~

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Sixty-Six Books, a 21st Century Take on the KJV

Wow, just when I thought: enough with KJV’s bday, “66 Books” comes along. A dramatic project launching the new Bush theater in London, it’s 66 short plays based on the books of the King James Bible. How I wish I could be there! Jeanette Winterson on Genesis. Full creative license. Imagine the possibilities. What a cool project.

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